It's really hard to explain to people exactly why I am the way I am.
It's so hard to see a positive sometimes.
It's so easy to accidentally offend or hurt me.
It's so easy for me to just blame all the darkness on myself.
I have no one to blame but myself for the hurt people cause me.
I'm so naïve, and true to my words that I just crushed over and over again.
It's so much easier for me to just isolate myself. To just hide from the world.
The scariest thing is, I don't think I can be fixed this time, I think I am well and truly broken. Broken beyond repair, so broken, I don't even expect anyone to care. How can people tell me I inspire them, I fill them with light and other such things if I'm so cursed within myself?
I have little faith in myself anymore.
